Dear Winnie, please take time to grieve. May Lord keep you and FeiFei company. Don't worry about any logistics. Take your time to rest vs what you think is required. All your B&S and friends will give you support when needed and at your request. You need room to grieve, then grieve. Don't feel obligated to respond, explain or ensure things are proper to others. Just be you and the now you as a sad widow. Ah. Please keep my small donation as my support to you. May God comfort you especially in most painful moments like these. He is good. May He carry you through. 🙏😢❤️